I can’t shut my head. For some strange reason, my head keeps on talking non-stop even at the last moments of my waking. Like it’s a 24/7 telecast of thoughts and quiet discussion between me and myself on things random and forced.
For the past few days, I’ve juggled myself between designing (those simple gradient thingies I am creating now are therapeutic) and writing (I maintain three live blogs and two dormant ones) and in-between all that, I am learning two languages (three if you add my daily conversation with Ktn and readings of another acquiantance’s blog) and photography (making, pretending to make and teaching to pretend to make photos).
These things keep me busy. But somehow, the enemy still sees a chance to subdue me for a moment. A simple color, thought, or music notes will eerily bring me back to something I know I have forgotten already.
The message in the Mentorship Night was clearly pointing to that: if, by any chance, you (and me) encounter a moment when the enemy seem to be winning, always remember that your faith and foundation should be made stronger. Increase your faith so you will also increase your faith in yourself and eventually become stronger than what the enemy is making you believe.
I know I have progressed a lot from last December - the lowest moment of my spiritual life - but the enemy knows as well that I progressed, I am also open to be subjected to more testing, which I am ready to face head on, especially now that I am reaching the 8th level in A.C.T.S.
Go faith.
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